....., but memories!

This moment, when i think
of you and all the memories
and the moments of eternity,
All those when i was with you...
And today when i want to go back into them
Live the past again or infuse life in my present
Where death beckons me every moment...
For life is no life without you,
For once, i am being forced to live with memories
For once, i am feeling the hurt of being away,
For once, i am realising that love is not easy,
For once, for once.....
I want to live, live with you,
for breathing is no life,
for you are my life!!!

All the love that is within me,
longing to enter inside you,
longing to ignite a flame,
longing to be in your heart.
This wait seems to be eternal,
and darkness and gloom pervading my life.
Just hoping, soon.......
A ray of star will pierce the sky,
To reach a heart, erupted from a heart,
For, heart is where my life is
For, heart is where you are......
For, heart is where you are.........

Me, A Tear!!!

I don’t know from where to start,

Should I reveal out my heart???

I am just there at the brink of my home,

Please don’t shut your eyes,,, please don’t….

For I would be left to die as an orphan, all alone…

I have died before, I would again die for you!!!!

Still you never realize that I am your love,, so true…

I would again be a martyr,

I would again make you smile,

I would again kiss your cheeks,

I would again love your lips,

To make you feel divinely better…..

Coz even I want to rest in peace..

Coz there is no better place than your lips,

Where my breathe wants to live…

Its no more mine!!!!!!!

Now, since I am no more,

Nothing would look blurred,

Your eyes would see a beauty,

Divinity waiting to embrace you,

In its cozy arms where you would be,

With no clouds even in horizons,

No more tears would rain,

NOR WOULD THERE BE A RAINBOW !!!!!

Never ever you would, so dearly,

Love the sweet taste of joy,

Never ever you would know,

What true love is….

Never ever you would find,

A beauty so beautiful….

Never ever you would have,

ME AGAIN, SWEETHEART, it ain’t true ….

Don’t let me die, please don’t…

I want to live in those beautiful eyes,

Don’t let me go, please don’t..

For no one would ever love you more…

For I have loved you always,

For I would love you always…..

I would be incarnated again,

I would again live in your eyes,

For I would live in you,

For I would die for you!!!!!

ALMOST A REALITY.....

It all begins with a dream, dream to love and being loved. A dream where I can see myself holding you and being held by you. Kissing you and being kissed by you. Everything seems so divine and so unbelievably true. Yes, your perfume filling the whole of my world. Where nothing else seems to be happening and nothing else is so real. Or is it?? I don’t know what is an illusion? What I can see or what I want to see? Or what I cannot see?
I then ask myself should I think about what I have or should I have everything that I think of???
You run through my mind, my veins, and breathes. Nothing else my mind accepts. Or to put it in a better way, nothing else my heart allows my mind to accept. So I know what I think and what I want to have.
And all I have is…… Your love… You are my fortune. But I fear to think about you. He loves to play games. And I don’t want our love to be a pawn in the game of queens. But why should I fear???
When something is so true, even He has to kneel down in front of our love. Yeah, heart is so true man! You think and you are gone. You yearn for logic and you let go your love. Heart has to win someday over our devil brains. Logic limits the love which contradicts an axiom- Love has no borders.. And its so true.
If only it had, it wouldn’t have been so divine. What we call God, is nothing but our love for Faith. Faith in someone so good, who would overpower all evil. Someone who would stand by us when we are caught in a doomsday. And its nothing but a Faith. An immense faith in someone, who we think, would never betray us. So all it comes down to one simple question?
Can’t we love a human soul so much that we start to pray that divine soul? Is it so necessary to pray God written in the books if I don’t believe in them? Cant someone be more important than God?